So my cell phone is unresponsive...I'm kind of crushed. I need to get a cell phone that is virtually indestructible. I fuck them up all the time.

Current Music: Grand National

It's kinda like I'm really glad it's over.

both things. da both of them

it's been roughly forever since I've updated.

I've been home for awhile now and I'm going to the gym 3 days a week, I haven't done this much since high school and it feels really good to be back and lifting.
I'm also changing my diet a whole lot so I can put on more weight. I've been a twink my whole life and I kinda wanna be more of a hunk....yeah... we'll see about that...
I really like this whole nutrition shit because I already see the feel the difference in my mind and body already and I can't believe i've gone this long without it.

I think I'm going to get a second job at Target stocking shelves at night, I hear they pay you mad loot. like 15 bucks an hour or something.

I haven't seen my gays in like 2 weeks and I miss them...where are you guysssss?

I'm hungry again....

I'm pretty sure if I end up moving to nyc in January i'm going to have davey wavey help me create a blog about myself.  His is pretty cool you can check it out here if u want: www.breaktheillusion.com. I haven't seen him since may and I kinda miss him. He's been in Canada for the summer and he's coming back in October and I'm excited.

that is my life....adios for now lovers

Current Location: MED-GAY, ma

I went out to desert tonight with NJ Joe and his friend Bona tonight and it was soooo good to see familar faces!! It made me feel so much less stressed i can't even tell you, loves every fucking second of it. ugh so good

Tomorrow it's supposed to rain in the morning but I plan to go and visit the Alex Grey Gallery for a good portion of the day. To see his works in person is going to make a huge part of my life more complete. I hope he's there! Though I don't think he will talk to me for long if I were to meet the visionary it would be an amazing experience  for me.

Love and lights.

Current Location: 3rd and 29th

So I'm in nyc chillen in the model apartments and they're alright. I'm afraid I'm gonna get bored being here all day but i feel this could become a great time for growing. I don't know the rules of this city by any means and I don't know my way around. But I think it's going to be interesting learning it all. I guess I should unpack... I really hope the agency has a lot of things lined up for me but so far I only have things Tuesday and Thursday and Hopefully at some point Brie will get in contact with me and keep me entertained for a few days. I really hope coming in here is going to be worth it all!

I need to do some basic shopping and get some things, some food, some fruit and vegis, hair shit etc...

Cj died this week and it's really devastating. I hope all his family and friends are doing ok. It's just so sad to think he's gone. I really hope I don't miss his wake but I think I'm going to be going home for that and fathers day..cause my mom wants me too.

I guess I should maybe do that shopping. I hope I'm not alone this whole time in the city cause I don't think I'm ready to do it all on my own.

Current Location: nyc yo, east side

I wanted to go to Bamboozle pretty bad this year but I didn't end up going.

Looking at the picks makes me soo saaaaaad I missed it...

I guess there's always next yearrr

oh life....

life life life life life

I ran into an old friend of mine from MPAC at the T tonight and it was AMAZING. Adam Corl you are unforgetable. This is awesome

I did Suz's runway show today and it was awesome! I got taught how to walk the catwalk from a pro. Her line was AMAZING and I can't wait to get the shots from the show. Some of other senior designers were incredible as well, I was pretty damn impressed.

Thursday I went to nyc again. I  went on a rl polo casting and then ended up going around the city with 2 other vny gents. They were pretty cool and gave me some insight to nyc and the industry which was awesome. 

I wonder what I'll be doing next week...and tomorrow night. Life feels more exciting recently...I'm enjoying this. Lets keep it up.

Loove it. think positive thoughts!

Current Music: Paul Van Dyke

So I'm in the AE show for sure! I just don't know all the details quite yet.
I think while I'm in the city I'm going to really take advantage of it. I'm going to go to places with my art and try to get my stuff into galleries. Or I'll try selling it on the street...why the hell not?
This whole thing is still weird and crazy it's taking some getting used to but I like it.

In other NEWS:
I ordered my TABLA DRUM! and it should maybe be here maybe by the end of the week! :-)

I'm going to bring my guitar back to TED and have him put it back together cause I need to sell it. I want the MOOLAH!
I'm also going sell the Floyd Rose Tremlo on EBAY, (it's going for 135.99 Fantastic condition) cause I want the MOOLAH!

I have 2 finals left on Tuesday and I'm DONE! with school for the summer!!!!

Current Music: Minus the Bear

So school had sort of sucked saggy vag lips this semester. I'm finally starting to understand Audio and it's all starting to make sense so that's been a plus. But I learned I hate Trig and leaning the shit behind digital Audio. Mostly cause my math teaher Monty can't teach math if his life depended on it and because my Digi Audio teacher Danny Gold fucking sucks and is prob the on the top ten list for the biggest Tools you could possibly ever meet.

Therefore I know I'm going to pass my 2 Tuesday classes (Audio tech2 and Recording1) for sure but haha I think I might end up failing my 2 Thursday classes (Trig and Digital Audio). Balls...I'm going to try my best though because I really want to pass all my classes this semester.

Off to study...awesome

PS
My whole yard is getting greener as the days go deeper into spring and it's sooooooo SEXY

So today was quite possibly the craziest day of my life. I really don’t even know how to sum it up but I’ll dooo my best.

6:am woke up

7:15 left for the bus

8:45 left the bus station

12:45 arrived in NYC

1 pm arrive at VNY

1:30 left for my first casting

2 got to Abercrombie casting building

2:10 bounced and headed to my next one which was Old Navy

2:45 Old Navy Casting

3 McDonalds lunch break

3:01 VNY calls and tells me I have another casting to go to and I have to go there right now

3:02 I had to eat so I did and then I left

3:45 arrive at American Eagle Outfitters casting, met and talked to the guy who sells the company most of their fabrics, he was a pretty cool guy haha

4:15 leave for Calvin Kline casting

4:30 arrive right on time for CK casting

4:45 leave casting and I’m DONE for the day

4:46 head off to time square, make a few phone calls, walk around for a bit, got some really shitty BK food (McD’s was better then their food and I hate McD’s!), dropped and shattered my shirlock piece (cry!)

6:30 head to the bus terminal

7:15 board the bus and come home

11:15 get to Framingham

11:45 home

Current Music: everything on my iPod cause I listened to it all today